The Soundtrack to My Life

Pearl

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If I could travel back in time and witness one performance from an artist that is no longer on this earth, I would see Janis Joplin. Her life has always been somewhat of a mystery to me. Only a few rare performances exist on DVD and watching them has always given me chills. Because I have had the opportunity of listening to a record and then seeing the band perform in person, I know the immense difference between the two sounds. Live music captures me in a way that my stereo speakers have never been able to achieve.

            Unfortunately, Joplin was taken away from us at a young age, leaving only questions in her sudden absence. She is widely known for her alcohol and drug use, but I believe she should be remembered for her ability to channel all of her emotions into her performances.

            After reading three biographies about Joplin (including one written by her sister, Laura Joplin) I feel that she was a very confused and lonely woman. She grew up in Texas, refusing to conform to society’s rules. She followed her heart in her rebellion, and was left feeling alone and an outcast to her peers. She started singing blues and had an epiphany; singing was an outlet for her emotions, and she finally felt accepted. She left Texas with a dream of going to San Francisco, where everyone lived freely, a place where she could express her newly found freedom through her voice.

            Joplin made it in the music business shortly after arriving in San Francisco. When she and her band, Big Brother and the Holding Company, debuted for the first time outside of the Bay Area, at the 1967 Monterey Pop Festival, Joplin’s possessed performance of “Ball and Chain” left the audience spellbound, including audience member Mama Cass, who is clearly visible with her mouth open in amazement exclaiming, “Wow.” Joplin’s performance at Monterey Pop is considered to be one of the greatest rock performances of all time. 

            Joplin expressed all of her fears, insecurities, and energy through her commanding bluesy-voice and electrifying performances. Her confusion with these feelings is what led to her excessive drug and alcohol use and eventually, her untimely death. Her legacy is left in her records and the little footage that is available on film (I suggest viewing Janis).

            Joplin left an outside image that mirrors freedom and self-confidence. She currently defines the counterculture of the 1960’s—her outspokenness, flamboyant dress, hard living, and raspy voice are all traits she is remembered for. Underneath her public image was a woman, whom she sometimes defined as “Pearl,” that emerged when Joplin would sing; a lonely girl that was just beginning to find herself in a world filled with distraction and self-medication. I’ll never know what Pearl could have accomplished, had she realized her full potential, which is why her life and songs remain such a mystery to me.